Wad if...
Ganesan --
[adjective]:
Sexually stunning
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Ya so before i start my newest edition of my rantings,dats actually a quiz result of my name..if it was used in a dictionary,i would hve been referred to also as sexually stunning..Amazing isnt it!! How true this things are.. Anyway,todae its all abt wad if ...err..i mean since i was a young lad,when i was young obviously..theres alot of things i wanted to become when i got older..firstly i wanted to become a wrestler..yeahhh.. believe it or not..used to sit beside my uncle watching wrestling on tape that got me so fascinated with da thrills n spills of pro wrestling dat i so badly wanted to be part of it..N it was a fascination dat still continues ..never quite bothered abt pples judgement on wrestling claiming its all bullshit n fake n stuff like dat.. i always respected da way this athletes go abt their work,putting their body n their lives on da line to entertain us,fans. These athletes sadly usually die young ..due to the rigours their professional career demands.. But of course,i dunt remember seeing a singaporean wrestler n stuff like dat..Haha..we are too 'good' for dat it seems.. Well it seems dat i cant be a wrestler .. i always wonder ..wad if i had gotten da chance.. Wad if i pursued dat childhood dream of mine seriously.. I always had da passion n i still do,i do hve a high threshold for pain ..always loved challenges dat stretch me to da limits..I can be a determined,sick,sadistic dirtball if i want to..So yeah..always had it in me to be a pro wrestler..but i guess its always gonna be a case of wad if.. So for a while i put dat in da back of my mine to pursue my other dream of becoming a pro footballer .. Got into da game when i was in pri4, got hooked on it bad,joined da Soccer club in my pri skool..Was often ridiculed for my lack of skills i should say..but i never gave up..always putting in my best.. Joined da soccer club again in Sec skool n i so badly wanted to play for my skool team,though i improved as a player considerably,it was once again not enuff..Always looked upon..no matter how much i tried to impress..i believed in myself,i knew i could be something special..but i guess no one offered to give me dat chance to shine.. Deep down inside me,i noe dat im special in my own way,given proper training n enuff exposure,i could hve been someone in football todae.. Reality hit me when i realised dat i was too into football dat my grades in skool were suffering n dats when i decided to end my dreams of becoming a pro footballer,but no matter wad i become or how much big bucks i earn,the question of wad ifs on my vanished ambitions will always linger in my mind.. Cheers..
9:57 AM
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