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Enlightening experience.

Still not quite there yet..i mean up there mentally.. Lol. but den again since when i ever was .. I was at my princess's place yesterday for this prayers..Went there ard 4 plus,helped ard the house n stuff. My princess's bhajan grp came n dey sang n sang n sang for like 2 hrs plus plus,while i was there sitting n watching n getting all exhausted like i was the one singing. Den suddenly out of the blue or should i say out of the smoke, i heard a shout, at first i thought it was from Ashwin, a young kid who was sitting down beside me. Lol.. n den i realised it wasnt him as he was looking just as startled as me .. n so i stood up to see where it came from n den i realised someone was in trance .. Since young, seeing pple get into trance has always freaked me out... n dat moment yesterday wasnt an exception .. According to my princess, Amman was getting into her diff avatarams n it was such a sight to behold.. n so everyone were getting blessings from her after she became santham.. lol.. n den my princess told me to go get her blessings..eesh.. of course i said duwan laaa .. budden i decided to go .. Kena scolding sia from Amma.. She asked me y i getting her blessing so late n asked me if i was afraid of her...n den she held my hands n blessed me .WoAH was such an empowering experience dat my hands were literally shaking n even Amma commented on dat.. Haha.. Just glad dat da pooja went well n the fact tat i was a part of it .. Esp happy for my princess who was really stressing herself out for it n it made my day seeing her smile at the end of it all.. :))))))

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